let it flow

(and don't let it let it get stuck, i might add)
things have been flowing...
ideas, answers, energy
and now i feel that i might actually be able to push stuff forward
i have a different sense of my time
and a different sense of responsibility for it
by removing one more thing that i can blame
for not getting things done
i have made it that more obvious
that it really is all up to me
and it is just a question of priorities

god is in the details

detail of a painting that will probably never get finished
yet was the beginning of everything i am doing now
and was the impetus for ivegotasecret

at the time
i seemed i had found the answer i was looking for
and i had
but it was not exactly what i thought
and it took a full 9 months
to realize that

yup,
a full 9 months

(and i had a real hard time choosing which image to use)

on a golden thread

as tweeted:

it's still slow going; twisting a piece of paint encrusted string on the surface of a painting, it comes off in my hand, soon i have 2 more

the other day i was looking to make 3 such objects to hang from gold thread on the wip project canvas, that's the way things go lately

but despite serendipitous discoveries, this slow pace is very unsettling & i am finding it hard to trust, hard to trust where it will lead

cloth scraps