playing w/food again

today i tried something different
i really need to stop thinking about going into town as a long trip
i really need to get my bike chops more together
today i just dropped everything
didn't shower
stripped down my bike
(no basket, chain around my waist)
actually put on my helmet
and went in for an hour and a half event
and came back
i need to be strong enough to do this easily
so that i stop feeling so isolated