crossroads

i am getting ready to implement a change in my life,
in reality it is something that i have talked about doing for 20 years
i suppose by the default, that makes it significant
usually i take a very ritualistic approach to change, to new projects
and this is something that on the surface
seems as if it is a perfect "new year" sort of thing
but i seem to want it NOW
i am not sure how the logistics will play out however