some synchronicity

for the first time in ages
the rain came down in buckets
it was a welcome change

and i continued finding little bits of meaning
and moments that made some sort of sense

some support

the corners were bending in
so i braced them with chopsticks
i keep trying the oils
but it's not clicking
i've turned off the computer and done some reading
i think i have an idea for the mural project

hihihi, a fellow lx3 user, tipped me off about a 1:1 upgrade
that's my eggplant on the left
and on the right
my neighbor's cuke growing through to our side of the fence
which i will eat
:O

don't ask

some things...
are better left unsaid

facing fear

so i faced it
and made a place to hang these up
on the same wall
as horizontals not verticals
so that i could see them through fresh eyes
i think my suspicions were correct
i don't think these are finished paintings
i still have to "bring them home"

no fear

i really don't know what else to do
besides take this to an extreme
honestly,
i don't have anything to lose

wall

in one sense these are done,
in another, i'm not so sure
the same way it's taking me a while to write about last monday
i am not quite ready to look at them critically

missing

i took this picture this morning
because i felt so "missing"
i had to take it again this evening
because it seems
something else is missing
it's a lot about not listening to t_l_v
maybe i will finally learn my lesson
it's the only way i can make bad things right
by learning from them

forever

it's a lot about listening
it's a lot about believing
it's a lot about courage
it's a lot about being true