July 14, 2010

color me

not in the studioyesterday
was the first day
in a very long time
(a year?)
(years?)
that i don't paint

not in the studiosomehow the indecision here
is related to that;
the inability to connect
to what i saw,
to what i felt,
to what struck me so hard
about this wet glade of trees
at a truck stop
and my inability to communicate it

not in the studiomy inability to go out on the metaphorical limb
and commit to a fancy

not in the studioall makes me wonder
if the missed day is only that
or
if it is a beginning,
a beginning of an end

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