yes, i am at it again

first off,
i am missing this space for writing...
with all the many blogs i have going
there isn't one that replaces the "journaling aspect"
that was inherent in this one
(and in fast forward 30 years before it)

i have started a new daily blog
(big surprise)
running away from home
initially i though it would just be photographs;
just cell phone snaps,
very random
very free
much more like t_l_v
and maybe not only 1/day
but now i am not sure
maybe it will need some text too...

what i do know is that i used to have a fairly clear idea
of who took which pictures;
each of my online presences has always had a very specific character
that for the most part, has felt clear to me.
lately this isn't true:
i can't figure out what to post where
and because of this,
some of my favorite images seem to go unposted

while this feels unsettling to me
maybe it's a good thing
it indicates change
it indicates questioning
and maybe,
maybe,
it means that some of these disparate aspects of my "self"
are beginning to merge